End-of-Month Wrap Up: October

Am I the only one who thinks October went entirely too quickly this year? Sure, for a while there, I felt like it was dragging out as I counted the days to NaNo, but now it's suddenly gone and I kinda wish it wasn't.

On the Blog

At My Writing Desk

On the Web

With Me and My Life

  • My parents went on a business trip for a week and so my siblings and I got to do whatever we wanted while they were gone.
  • That was also the week my internet died. And stayed dead. Until Dad got home and fixed it.
  • Today was my last day at work for the year. Which is kinda sad, but it also means a whole lot less stress.
  • I also shared some anecdotes from my boring life.

Coming Soon to the Blog

I mentioned I'm doing NaNo this coming month. What I did not mention, is that it's going to be a really tough month to do NaNo in.

What with work these last few months, I've fallen a little behind with school, and my Mom is really adamant that I am going to catch back up in November, or else. Which means most of my day everyday will be spent doing extra school work, and not writing, as I would wish. (And yeah, I know I'll be thanking her someday, but I guess it just is not this day.)

So my guess is (and I could be wrong) that what with school and NaNo and everyday life, there won't be all that much time left for blogging. I may be able to post once in a while, but it's entirely possible that you won't see much more of me until December. 

*shrugs* Anyway, we'll see what happens, and you all have a great month.

Racism and Diversity

No, this is not a "we need diverse characters" type of post. Maybe next time.

Recently, I was talking to a friend about racism, and he said something that really bothered me. He said that racism is not just discriminating against another nationality, but also "perpetuating (the idea of) race in any way...since it is dividing people by a standard God did not set" (my friend being a Christian).

In other words, there is only one race, the human race, and if you divide people by, or think of people in terms of, man's idea of "races", than you yourself are being racist.

And I disagree.
A lot of people don't realize this, but I'm a quarter Japanese. Yeah, yeah-- only a quarter, and I don't look it, I can't speak Japanese, I've never been to Japan, and I don't even like sashimi, but I'm still Japanese, and proud of it.

My diversity counts. A good part of everyday, when I was a child, was spent with my grandmother, who was fully Japanese and grew up in Japan, and I couldn't help but pick up some of the culture. My diversity is important to me. The Japanese traditions in my family, started from my grandmother, still affect my life, even now that she's passed away. My diversity is worth something. God made me this way for a reason. I'm proud to be different. I'm proud to have grown up in a family of mixed nationalities and cultures (not just Japanese, but there's quite a bit of Polish and Ukrainian in this girl as well). I am so grateful for the experiences I've had that I probably wouldn't have had if I wasn't racially diverse-- such as hosting a Japanese foreign exchange student the last four summers, making pierogi as a family with my (other, Ukrainian) grandmother, and eating maki and sukiyaki at New Year's and complaining when my brother put sashimi in.

I love being diverse. I love being Japanese. And I don't think there's anything racist about celebrating your diversity. I think it's okay to rejoice in the way God made you-- unique, fascinating, and beautiful.

But then there are those who aren't so diverse. There's the "white people", or, in other words, those that haven't had a foreign ancestor in the last few generations, or at least whose foreign ancestry doesn't affect their life much, today. And you know what? That's okay, too.

People seem to think of "white" Americans as a "majority". Like they're all the same, like they don't all have their own diversities, even racial diversities. Like every single one of them isn't unique and different and special.

I mean, I look white. Most people think I'm white. And I guess I kinda am. I'm just your normal USA citizen-- I've never even been out of the country. So I identify with the "white" demographic. But I can safely say there aren't that many other white Americans out there that have the same cultural influence in their lives that I've had. And I can also safely say that I haven't had anywhere near the same cultural influences in my life as you have had.

And I think that's beautiful. Even the most most common, stereotyped, or run-of-the-mill demographics in any different time or place are made up of unique and uncommon people.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, God did make those racial divisions. He might not have called it race-- it started out as languages, which formed cultures, which formed nationalities-- and he might not have made them wholly to divide us. I think he made them because variety is beautiful. I think God made races, at least partly, so we could look around at our fellow humans and say "Isn't God amazing to have done this?"

That's not racism. That's diversity. And it's a good thing.

So what's your opinion? Should we perpetuate the idea of race? Should we celebrate diversity? How are you unique?

The #WritersLife Tag

What do you know? Ashley tagged me for a thing! And it's a super duper awesome thing, so I'm doing it.

Let's get started.

Write Fuel: What do you eat/drink while writing?

Anything and everything. Especially chocolate (including hot chocolate). A few other favourites are: ice cream, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches (don't judge), cookies, and milk tea (since first being introduced to the concoction via this lovely tag). And now I'm hungry. 

... Who am I kidding? I'm always hungry. I'm a dragon.

Write Sounds: What do you listen to while writing?

The rhythmic clicking of my keyboard, the far off lowing off cows, strains from the piano downstairs, and the distracting buzz of a trapped stinkbug.

That aside, I am a steadfast supporter of listening to music while I write. It might not work for everyone, but it sure works for me. And again, I pretty much listen to anything. I've got specialised playlists for both my major WIP and my upcoming NaNo novel, plus a collection of really gorgeous instrumentals when I really can't spare any extra braincells for lyrics (though singing usually helps me think better). And often enough I'll just turn my music on and let it play what it will.

If we're talking specifics, I adore instrumentalists like Audiomachine, Two Steps from Hell, and Martin Garrix.

Write Vices: What is your most debilitating distraction?

I won't deny it-- I am easily distracted.

The internet is my bane. I constantly get side tracked scrolling through Pinterest, reading all the blog posts, checking my email, and chatting with my online friends. And I can't actually turn the internet off like some suggest because I write on Google Drive.
For the record, I actually adore Google Drive.
Also, family is distracting. And Doctor Who. And stinkbugs. And life in general.

Write Horror: What is the worst thing that's ever happened to you while writing?

Um... I don't actually remember? Obviously there are all the times when the computer randomly decided to delete whole passages of my story without consulting me. 

And then there was the time my cousin stole my computer while I was writing and started reading my story before I could steal it back.

But otherwise, I've successfully edited all the terrifying occurrences from my memory.

Write Joy: What's the best thing that's ever happened to you while writing? How do you celebrate small victories?

The best thing that's ever happened to me, writing wise, was winning NaNo last year. And I celebrated that by going to see Big Hero 6 with my sisters.

Other great things that happen sometimes:

I start crying over something I wrote. This is a big deal. It's also a good thing.
Someone gives me chocolate. Rarely, but occasionally.
I win a writing competition of some sort.
Stuff starts making sense. Because this hardly ever happens.

Other ways I celebrate:

I eat chocolate. (If I have any.)
I take a break.
I scream and dance and do something that looks kinda like this:
Only I'm unfortunately not as adorable as Jeremy Renner.

Write Crew: Who do you communicate with or not communicate with while writing?

My "Write Crew" consists of my sisters and my best friend, who are all writers as well. They are all wonderful humans and wonderful writers, and they're super supportive of my writing habit.

That being said, it doesn't bother me to talk to people while I'm writing, unless the person is the sort of annoying person that I wouldn't want to talk to even if I wasn't writing. Actually, it's another way of procrastination for me, and I really love procrastinating.

Now talking about writing is different. I will talk about writing online, or to my family, and definitely to my best friend, and if someone asks what I like to do, I'll say "I like to write", but around most of my friends and acquaintances, I keep my writing pretty hush.

Write Secret: What is your writing secret to success of hidden flaw?

There are actually lots of these.

Secrets
  • Write whatever you want. Don't get caught up on "this idea is stupid", "these words suck", "my readers will be mad at me" or whatever else. Just write it. If it helps, write like no one is ever going to read it.
  • Remember not everyone is the same. There's lots of really great writing advice out there, from really great writers, but if it doesn't work for you, it doesn't work for you. That is not a problem. Find something that does work. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you-- it just means you're your own person, and that's a good thing.
  • Sometimes you just need to scream, "WUT R WRDS" and turn on Chris Medina.
  • You can't write if you're not experiencing real life to write about. Don't hole yourself up in your room and write all the time. Get out there and do stuff. Have fun. Be normal. Talk to annoying people. Then go write about it.
Flaws

What? I don't have flaws. I'm a dragon. I am fire. I am death. I am perfect.

Actually, I wrote half a post about this a while back, so I don't think I'll go over it again.

Write-spiration: What always makes you productive?

Nothing makes me productive. I am supremely unproductive.

Something that tends to help a lot, though, is community. When I have people around me, supporting me, I can get waaaaaay more done. People are just awesome like that. (People are also awesome for word wars, which are really motivating, while we're on the subject.)

Besides people, another important part of my community is Whoot.
This is Whoot. He's my writer's block owl. He is also adorable. I painted him myself, and he holds a special place in my dragonish heart. He's very inspiring.

Write Peeve: What is one thing that writers do (or you do) that's annoying?

I hate it when authors use "interesting" dialogue tags. Think "gushed", "chortled", and "bubbled". Seriously guys, stop it. It's not interesting, it's distracting. I would infinitely prefer the good old-fashioned "said".

As for what I do, everything about myself annoys me. And everything about me annoys myself. Sometimes me and myself get so annoyed at each other that we stop talking to each other. But that's off topic.

Specifically writing related, I annoy myself by incorrectly using words like "you're" and "your". I know the proper usage. I swear I do. I just don't always think super carefully over every single word I write to make sure I'm not making typos. And then I look like an idiot and everyone gets annoyed with me. *cries*

Write Words: Share one sentence from a project past or present.

One sentence? PFFT. You're forgetting that I'm a dragon. I DO WHAT I WANT!!
"Damian!" cried Senator Robertson, throwing out his hands. "What a pleasant un-surprise!" 
"The corn is very cheesy, thanks."
I make no apologies for cheesiness and sucky writing.
Senator Robertson face palmed. "Seriously?" he said. "Communication problems in the middle of an epic villain speech? Humanity is so annoying."
I really love my villain. Just sayin'. He's seriously the best.
"Shoot if you like," said Damian. "Now's as good a time as ever. I'd do it myself if I had the nerve." 
He  stared across the empty space at Damian's dark shirt, barely seeing it. His hand curled around the grip of the gun, his index finger finding the trigger. Damian deserved it. The metal was cool against his hot skin. His anger surged and sank and surged again, with each surge attaining new heights. He could see Damian's chest heaving unevenly as he stood waiting. Damian deserved it.
Because we had to end on a serious note. (We're so serious, son.)

And because I'm a dragon worth my salt, I'm going to ignore all rules and conventions and not tag anyone. *cackles*

But if you like this tag, by all means, help yourself...
Just maybe do it while I'm sleeping under a pile of my ill-gotten gains-- dragons don't care much for burglars.

So tell me about your writer's life! How do you cope with distractions? Do most people know you're a writer? What motivates you to write?

Beautiful Books #1: Introducing Shadowwhisper

I caved.

I always told myself I wasn't going to do Beautiful People, because, I thought, no one's going to care about my characters until they read the book anyway. So it was always something that looked cool, but I would never do.

Until this month, when instead of Beautiful People, they introduced something called "Beautiful Books". And it's so lovely and tempting and easy that I'm doing it. And I don't even care if you don't care.

So today I'm linking up with Beautiful Books, hosted  Paper Fury and Further Up and Further In, and I get to answer questions about my NaNoWriMo Novel.

1. How did you come up with the idea for your novel, and how long have you had the idea?

It happened back in May. I'd just read the Raven Boys and had Urban Fantasy on the brain. I was taking a walk in the hot May sunshine and happened to glance down at my shadow and wonder "What if it was alive? What would it say? Would it be my friend?"

I continued working on a WIP I was rewriting and tried to forget about the idea, but it wouldn't. go. away. I wrote down some notes and started a Pinterest board, just to hold the ideas until I was done with my other projects, and for months I lived with "Shadowwhisper" on the brain, longing to write it.

2. Why are you excited to write this novel?

It's so different from anything I've ever tried! It's Urban Fantasy, has no body count (yet), and is really, really creepy. It's also got a big cast of very quirky characters and it's set in the country. And dude, it's about an evil talking shadow and that just makes me super excited.

3. What is your novel about, and what is the title?

For now, it's entitled "Shadowwhisper", and it's about a girl with a sentient (and evil) shadow. 

4. Sum up your characters in one word each. (Feel free to add pictures!)

One word? THIS IS TORTURE.

(Images all courtesy of Pinterest.)
Rae-- restrained

Chloe-- genuine

I couldn't actually find individual pictures of my dudes, so here's one with all of them.
from left to right:
Darryl-- composed
Glenn-- reliable
Micah-- crazy

The Shadow-- creepy?

There are actually a lot more characters, but we'll stop there.

5. Which character(s) do you think will be your favourite to write? Tell us about them!

The Shadow! Duh! It's evil, it whispers creepy things all the time, and it's on a mission to destroy the universe. *hyperventilates*

I also quite like Rae-- she's kinda grumpy and snarky, and for the most part closed off emotionally, but she cries when she watches movies/TV. Even Teletubbies or the Olympics. She's so contradictory that I can't help but love her.

6. What is your protagonist's goal, and what stands in her way?

When Rae discovers that her Shadow is slowly killing her, it becomes obvious it's his life or hers. The only problem is, there isn't a really good technique for killing shadows.

7. Where is your novel set? (Show us pictures if you have them!)

It's set in modern day Virginia, USA, in a borderline red-neck small town nested beside the Appalachians.

8. What is the most important relationship your character has?

*panics* There are soooo many relationships going on in this book, but I guess the most important would be the Rae/Shadow relationship. I mean, they do have a rather-- close bond. And then there's the fact that The Shadow is sucking all the life out of her and feeding on it, so that drums up some suitable tension. Plus, of course, for half the book they're trying to kill each other and the other half they're whispering snarky things to each other so they really do have the best relationship.

9. How does your protagonist change by the end of the novel?

I'm a pantser. I have some vague ideas as to what's going to happen in my story, especially early on, but ask me questions about the end of the novel and I will say, "I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IT YET." Rae will change-- she'll change a lot. But I have no idea how or in what direction until I get there I find that she's-- different. Be patient, my lovelies. These things take time.

10. What themes are in your book? What do you want readers to feel when the story is over?

Friendship, family, betrayal, if we want to be cheesy, the "triumph of light over darkness". Again, I haven't written it yet, so I'm not sure of everything that will be going on, but those will definitely be in there a lot.

I want my readers closing the book with a deep sigh of relief because the let off from the suspense and tension is so huge that they feel totally drained, emotionally. In an ideal universe, they'd also be sobbing profusely as they hugged the book to their hearts, swearing to love it forever. But I'll settle for less, if I must.

11. BONUS! Tell us your three best pieces of advice for others trying to write a book in a month.

Because I always give such good advice, don't I?
  1. Find someone to support you. It can be a family member, friend, online friend, another writer-- ideally, several people from each of those categories. Find someone who will hold you accountable to your goal and tie you to your writing desk when you just don't want to write.
  2. Love your idea. Writing fifty thousand words in a single month can easily make you feel like you hate writing, and especially like you hate your novel. Don't go into NaNo without an idea you are super excited about-- an idea even fifty thousand words can't make you hate.
  3. Don't stress. Well, of course you're going to stress-- that's part of the NaNo experience. But just remember, ultimately, it doesn't matter whether you churn out 50K in the 30 days-- what really matters is that you have fun, improve your skills, and come out with something more than what you went in with.
  4. And of course eat lots of chocolate.
Are you doing NaNo this year? Why are you excited about your NaNo-novel/current-WIP? What's your best tip on surviving NaNoWriMo? Comment away, and if you're doing Beautiful Books, please include your link!